what I think, what I read

quoted from:health.howstuffworks.com/brain-pictures.htm
Yesterday I just had an interesting idea about if what I read from books is better than what I figure out by myself. The situation I am in is a progresstive and exceting one. It is necessary for me to absorb a lot of knowledge and concepts to make all unclear thoughts and environment clear. We all need wisdom. I found there were few books which would provide some wise and helpful methods and thoughts to improve the situation I am doing my best to realize. Some of these ideas in books are tricky and some of them are not easy to figure out by ourselves. However, I wonder if I should just pick up these "good" ideas from books which were made by smart and experienced writers. Why not? These suggestions and recommendations are wisedom and helpful for sure. Because I think I can get part of these ideas by myself. I mean I could or maybe should think about these questions or problems carefully and deeply to search out the answers. Do I need to find the resolutions by myself and for this I have to spend time or a lot of time? It is worth probably. The processes I will be in to discover the answers may be the next shortcut or new method to resolve countless problems during the situation I am making myself a better person and also in my life. I am just not sure, and I love reading. I am afraid I will forget how to deal with problems with my brain without books, and sometimes we all have to "create" and figure out new stuff and ideas. It is interesting. I remember I did that all the time when I was young. I mean really "young". :) Anyway, that's what I found last night, and what you think??

how about being a teacher

quoted from:www.miqel.com/rare_books/teacher/intro.html
The feeling was exciting, and maybe too exciting. That was my first experience to be a Mandarin teacher in my life. Well, it was more like a experience to be a Mandarin tutor except where we have a class was in a real classroom. I have to say it was completely dislike what I thought or even imagined before. I was petrified and my brain was empty as a blank basement, but my student was just one.... It was amazing to "help" a foreigner to be familiar with my mother language. My student is Lissette who is a beautiful and smart girl from Chile. It made me feel comfortable to teach a mature and diligent person, and because this I could taught her more with enthusiasm and energy. Anyway, today was the third time we had a class, and she studied so hard to pass the final examination yesterday. I think she kind of enjoyed in the atmosphere we built together today. I wish I can give her more and help her to have a unforgettable and wonderful memory of learning Mandarin. Good luck to us.

Sit together or not?

quoted from: www.barebonephoto.com/blog/?m=200708
This afternoon I took a book with me and sat on stairs in front of a music hall. People used to sit on both sides of stairs instead of the middle area mostly. Also, people, like you and me, would not like to sit beside to a stranger. However, today I discovered there were somebodies who just sat beside strangers directly while they chose sets to take a resr. They are children. Female and male are same. I am not here to make some critiques, but I really want to share the feeling with you. I was happy and satisfied when I wathced that scene. It is a feeling. Hard to explain.

How to save a Fool?

quoted from: www.cis.upenn.edu/~bcpierce/FOOL/FOOL10.html
How to save a Fool?
Teach him with enough patience.
Teach him step by step, according to his situation.
Try some special ways to make him smart.
Eat something to improve his brain. haha!
yes, all above are effective mostly.
However, it is necessary to do one thing first definitely.
What is that?
That is ~
Let the Fool understand that he is a fool.

Diane Arbus

quotted from: http://www.masters-of-fine-art-photography.com/02/artphotogallery/photographers/diane_arbus_17.html
Recently, I was unusual to study some boods which I would never have interests in before. I was excited about it, but also worried too. Diane Arbus, a female photographer, suicided to end her life. I learned that most famous or strange and famous people had different childhood, or choosed defferent life unconsciously or consciously. I am afraid that I have the ability to make the same decision, but i doubt I am ready to take the result. However, it shocked me strongly. That book which named as Diane Arbus's biography was written by a reporter who collected a lot of details except Diane Arbus's family members. I read it hardly because of my poor English, of course. haha. Well, it indeed is a heavy and thick book too. Due to my poor English, I skipped the main part in the book, and focused on what she had done when she was alive. She took many many pictures which come from deep inside of her. I felt I was looking for a spirit that she had to achieve what she desired always without fear. There are only few days I can stay in the world. So are you and others. Is what I am supposed to do what I have done? I am sad and shame about that I have to say "No". Time is passing and life is still on my hands. Be brave to Do it.

Happy Chinese COW Year

Well, I am back to Taiwan now, but I will not go back to Malaysia. Time is passing, and things are changing all the time. What am I going to do now? I will open a new business with my best friend and his older brother. The interesting stuff is that there are two common sayings with are related to three persons. One says that three normal people who can cooperate could be better than one smartest guy. Another one says that three monks have no water to drink. Yes, you get it. Our team is composed by three people. So which one is the one we are similiar with? I have no ideas yet, and I wanna know it anxiously too. Guys in Maylaysia are passionate and friendly. They make me feel sad and guilty after I left them because of my personal desire. It is selfish and unkind. They are a professional group whose members are humble and pure. I have never met these kind of people who are pro without any arrogance. It is because of the background of the country or its culture. I do learned a lot in Malaysia, even though I will be there for a period of time. And buddy, "you" have my words that I will find you when I go to Malaysia. I promise. Now back to my business. It is about something we can do for disabled and elders. It is ideal and beautiful but not so realistic. Now here are some arguement happened already, and I think it will be frequently. Finally, I decided to give me and my partners three months at least to see if we can help each other to reach the goal. SOmetimes I just feel I am doing what I should already do when I was young, but it makes me feel more complete. In the moment, Chinese new year, I wish our team can make something happened and keep our friendship as usual. Wish all my friends have a wonderful COW year. Healthy and happy. :))

Roam

Best female friend shouted at me, "Isn't it enough for you to roam two years ?" "What hell that $800 dollars means to you?! Dawn it!!" Yes, she is totally right. Money is nothing to me but time. 2 years = 730 days = 17520 hours = 1,051,200 minutes = 63,072,000 seconds. It is good to have this experience, but it is expensive. You get something while you lose another one or more at the same time. I believe it. It is fine except you are reluctant to get something you are interested in because you are afraid of losing what you already owned or you also have interest in. However, what is the worthest stuff in the world or in your personal world is the hardest judgement for a human being. It depends on only you. well, maybe it is time to move forward or perhaps I was moving all the time but it looked like I was at the same position all the time. Best male friend talked to me, "Wanna have our business in Taiwan?"" You are welcome to join us immeliately!!" This is an opportunity. And it came on time. What hell I am thinking about? As chief Jimmy said, "I don't care what your xxxx, just try it! Just try!" Ok, ok. I will do it. lol thanks a lot, buddies.