Blood Donation

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Finally, today was a better day for me to go out to breathe some air. In the morning, there was few rain still falling and it was really cold. Generally, the rain stopped and weather became warmer. At that moment, an idea just passed through my brain~go get a blood donation. I don't know when blood donation becomes a activity in my life. And now it becomes a special destination to me. I am sure that my purpose is not only to help somedoby, but make my mind stable and peaceful. You ask me why? I don't know so I can't tell you exactly. However, I indeed felt calm and smooth when I was waiting or even when I watched my blood coming out of my obvious vein. The organization mails a message to remind me to donate blood every six months. Even it gave me a birthday card last year, and it made me feel warm and sweet very much. By the way, you can get something to be a gift or supplies after donating blood. This time I got two tubes of toothpaste. :)) Unfortunately, I broke a rule about donating blood. I didn't get any lunch before i went to do blood donation, so I experienced a horrible period of time after one hour. When that time I just finished reading a book to raise up, and pretended to find some interesting books to enjoy my sunday. Suddenly I felt dizzy and sick. I struggled to run out to get a seat, but the feeling was getting worse every second. Cold sweat came out of my whole body and I felt I want to puke. The feeling kept few seconds I think, but it felt like the end of the world and it kept as long as years.....Later I felt better and struggled to raise to ride my scooter back home even though I wonder if I could make it. Then I found a Mos Burger beside the road on my way home, and I just parked my scooter and went into Mos Burger order a set to obtain some energy, and awefully the horrible feeling came out again to make me sick while I was ordering my favorate hot dog. Thanked the waiter for preparing my food quickly. He saved my life, but he never knew that. This is the first time I met the dangerous situation after donating blood. It made me think a lot when I sat in Mos Burger chewing my hot dog. Human being's live is so weak. It's rerally like a candle in the wind. Now I realize what Eric Clapton wants to indicate in his famous song which was for remembering his lovely son, "Tears in Heaven". Do what you wanna do. Live in what kind of life you wanna have. ASAP. To my all dear friends.

Myth

quoted from: pitayastudio.myweb.hinet.net/art10-1.htm
The funny thing is I am going to leave the company what I built and stayed at. Nothing special but quarrel. Actually, quarrel is not special at all, but the ways we show out ourselves are totally different and weird. At this moment, I consider that some people are wonderful to be friends for whole life long, but they are not the ones to fit the position as co-workers or partners sometimes. Who is the right one? I wonder there is anyone right. Be honestly to say so, I don't know how somebody knows what he said were all correct and helpful, and even knows other people's thoughts. Am I dumb or others are too smart? I can't accept that, and I think there are nothing correct always except that you think it and believe that it is right and correct. Maybe this is a sophistry, but nothing can be sure certainly. What the pity is not I can't do the business anymore, but there were always harmful words came out in a quarrel or arguement. The ridiculous thing is people always say what they do or what they say are from good intentions. I think this saying is the cover of all violence, no matter in behavior or words. Every moment is part of my life. If this way is stuck, then go to find another way. All roads lead to Rome. :))