I met a philosophy girl

After a peaceful party, I felt good. It was a ...hum, party in Chinese style, but I spoke English only in a Chinese community. I was so gross. If i saw someone did this knid of thing, I would kick him out for sure. Therefore, I kept quiet hardly because I was talktive. Haha! As all you know it was useless. I talked a lot. What is life? Maybe it is true that Life is eating, drinking, digesting and sleeping. People always think too much. I have a dream about being a famous person in the world. By what? Maybe a chef, a polit, a teacher or a businessman. A girl told me that the famous chefs in the world almost grow up in France and Italy. Now here are the second witness who is "talking" with me. Okey, I believe you all. Maybe it is my destiny to learn Italian. There is filled with surprises in my life, maybe it is long enough to experience defferent events. Still. I still can't give up my idea which is that I don't have a normal life only. Is this the thing what always force me to move on a strange way? I am thinking....It seems abvious without doubt. That's why I have to be alone usually and I always think something unusually. Is it? Nobody can answer htis question for me but I. *About the picture, this is aperson who knows what she wants and how she could reach the goal.

WHAT do I want to do?

It is not the first time and it won't be the last time either to be asked this question. I wonder why I can't answer this question anymore. It has been so easy to respond, ever. The answer is there, not far away, but I can't or I wouldn't like to go forward to touch it. I wonder if I am afraid about something what I had buried deeply long time ago? What is your favorate fruit? What is your favorate colour? What is your favorate sport? What sort of animal is your favorate? What kind of girl do you like? What kind of job do you want to get? What kind of life do you desire? What kind of person do you want to be? What ........ I looked at these geese, and they looked at me too. I was thinking, "You are so cute, beautiful and plump. Don't you feel cold? Don't look at me like that way. Seems like you are human beings and I am the animal." Geese were thinking too, "Are you idiot? It is so cold today. What are you doing here? If I am you, I would like to stay at home whole winter. And don't look at me like this way, seems you are human being with pride. I don't give you a shXt." What kind of person I want to be is like this. WHat kind of goose I want to be is this too. I must release something inside via some special way. I am in a bottleneck. I need more space .\ /.

This time I feel "FINAL"

Today is our final lunch. Again. This is my second time. What's the difference? This time, there are three classmates who will go back "home" after this lunch. The real "Home". The feeling is complex. Separation is always hurt. We make friends in two months. This kind of friendship is so brittle, but sometimes it is so flexible accidentally.It is necessary to spread some magical powder in our relationship. What we have today, we will share that in our future. Dear young students, the main point is to improve your English definitely; however, the treasury is friendship. It is a bonus, but it can not be the mainpoint. It is tricky, but it is easy to earn. Nevertheless, easy come, easy go. We will see. Professor Masaaki Yatsuzuka, General Manager Paola Mariani, still Professor Patricia Glogowski, haha. Nice to meet you at this time. Before you become big whales, I would like to treasure our pure relationship sincerely. One day, you will develop the person who breathe mature temperament, and you are going to become a charming, appealing and complete "you". When that time, we will have various topics to talk with each other, and we will have a long time to warm up our friendship. Before that day comes, please take care of yourselves. Wish all of you have wonderful and fantastic future. Good luck!!

Memory, sad, hold it tightly, until you feel it is joyful

I am auspicious. Originally, I think I "should" skip 5B to 5A; however, my writing was too terrible to skip. Now I am gonna finish my session in 5B, and I am pretty sure that I am lucky to be "their" classmate. My dear classmates! This is life. If everything just goes by your plan, can you imagine how boring your life will be? Because of darkness, we could understand what brightness is. Because of something happened unexpectedly, we start to know that life is brittle, but it can be flexible, too. Treasuring what we already had, and it is not necessary to be regret or jealous if something didn't go by your mind. We are smart, yet we are stupid enough. Opening your hands and releasing what you already have, then you can get what you really want. Dear classmates, one day, when you are my age, some of you will yearn for this period of time because you enjoyed the time with us so deeply. 2 months! What can you do in 2 months in your country? Earn $10,000 dollars? Buy several pairs of luxurious shoes? or you can get married with someone you love. In YUELI, we spend 2 months on meeting new friends. Do you know that somebody will exist in your life forever? Do you know there are something changed inside of you. If you didn't feel that now, don't worry, you will. Next time, when you travel to Bulgaria, Poland, Taiwan, Japan, Italy, China and Korea, you are gonna observe that you have been here before, yet you didn't.