different life

When everything is not as usual, thoughts are going to change gratually. Malay are with satisfied mind to live in their unique pace. Are they poor? I am not sure, but I think they worked "hard" everyday. The environment is awful and noise is deadly always. Malay survive in it, so do I. However, I can decide when I need to take a rest. They can NOT. I wanna know what they think when they work as robots with straightfaced appearance. I wonder iI can smile to others as they do in their shoes. Everything, cats, people, even air, make me feel sad and sorry. I know I am still in my own shoes. Yes, Patricia, you are totally right. Traveling makes people smart. And I say, living in others countries make people grow up. I wanna show you an interesting and important discovery about here. When they argued with somebody, they would not bend their brows when they complained something seriously, but just yelled at others loudly. I remember I bent my brows unconsciously even I was happy. This is about attitude. I don't think I am going to admire Malay's life styles or their attitudes of lives in the future. Nevertheless, it shows me a new world. Barely, frankly.

it is all about choice.

My life in Malaysia is coming soon. Except Canada, Malaysia is the second foreign country I am going to spend part of my life in. The totally different two countries are located at the North and the South of the planet. One is bloody cool in winter and another one is always in summer. Life is short and interesting. It is also unpredictable and full of surprises. I had a lot of amount of conversations recently. Some of my friends are addicted to some particular things and stuff without any doubt. I feel happy to them. I envy them also. There are many many choices and the rights to make a decision to pick up one of them is belonged to each one of us. I met a close friend this evening and we had a good time to eat dinner together. He told that he feels satisfied and happy with his recent life. With good salary, beautiful wife and sweet daughter, he has no more things to desire to gain. What a wonderful circumstance! Although he declared that just after complained about some little expenses her wife spent everyday. :) HaHa! It is all about love. Anyway, thank you for your meal and coming. Welcome to Malaysia. I said I am always looking for mysterious goals which I have not comprehended yet what it is. I think that one of these goals is to be all of your good friend and useful mate. I wanna be successful to improve our lives. No matter material or spiritual sections of life. It will be wonderful to enjoy the time with the people who are close to us and grow up together.

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I thought that was my long vacation. Originally this is the long vacation. The person who can predict somebody's fate or future told me that it will take more than 10 years to Goal! I am gonna put it on a sheet of paper, then let it go. It is not easy to describe the difference between doing the kind of individual who reveal exact self and who show out others an image supposed to be. It is not clear when you are revealing who you are. Usually it can be descovered after a while you recheck what you have done. Here is nothing good or bad, better or worse, worth or unworth. It is all up to self. What kind of person is open-minded? What kind of human being is outgoing? What kind of people are worth to be friend with? Time goes by and the wisdom is ready to be found. Th more I done, the more I regretted. The more I show out who I really am, the more I like myself and what I have done. Thanks God my knowledge is growing up by time always. Take it easy and relax, Brian. \o/