Internet vs Starbucks

quoted from:http://wordsaboutthings.wordpress.com/2008/07/02/starbucks-to-close-600-stores/
I have never been in Starbucks so many times in Taiwan. However, I have spent almost all weekend in Starbucks in Malaysia. Yes, I am here because they offer free internet and what I have to pay is only the price of a cup of coffee. Because of this, I used to have a cup of Espresso in Starbucks every weekend. No, Espresso is not such tasty for me to order it all the time, but it is cheaper than others. :) Sometimes I fall in love with something, for I got to choose it or nothing. And in this situation, even I am kind of forced to accept this stuff but it has its special attraction to grasp my attention. Espresso has strong smell and filles with bitter and some sour taste. (of course it depends on coffee beans' sources.) I have tried it when I was young, and that experience was not so good. lol I am mature now, and I believe in what people always say "adult taste" generally. I am joyful to try new stuff which I would be reluctant to have any experiences about . Bitter stuff and samll size drinks (the volume of Espresso is really less than others) :p are the main things I tried to avoid all the time. Yes, Human beings are changing all the time, but we do keep something firmly inside. As an old Chinese common saying (an adage), "A king of a country can be changed easily, but it is almost impossible to change a person's natural character." Oh, poeple are more and more in Starbucks and the internet is going to be slow down. Time to leave~

the feeling comes from deep inside

It is smart to treasure what already be holded in palms. It is stupid to see everything merited. Human beings are blind, even with a pair of shining and beautiful eyes. What in arms and palms means what are really be owned. What in front or around means what are belonged to others or belonged to themselves. I lost something what I will never be able to take it back in this life probably. The feeling is not a regretful one but kind of a thought that I indeed wish I could do more to make that situation better if time can be reversed. The feeling comes from deep inside. It is hurt maybe or could be unbearable probably. It is amasing that the solution is to hold it tightly but gently. To feel it sincerely with hearts , then it could be melted generally. Step by step. Second by second. In some good article whixh my friend sent to me said," What we can use is Today. Yesterday is passed away. Tomorrow is not coming yet." Focusing on the instant is the most realistic method to deal with life time. Plan for the future but Do it now always.

It is a test

If there is the God, he or her is a humorous guy definitely. The test always follow the situation which I finally made up my mind firmly. It is a warm but hard test. The purpose of this test is to make sure my mind is fixed or not, or it can be modified maybe. Every time I would think my dicesion again and again. Sometimes I don't think there is a right answer or decision in fact. What needs to do is to think carefully and make a decision bravely. I used to spend a lot of time on makin a choice, but it usually didn't match the blueprint which I imaged previously. Now I think maybe the problem is I THINK too much. haha. Just do it. Nike said this all the time and I am the guy they hate most without doubt. Ya Ya, just do it and try it. Failure is always there. What I am going to lose? Money? Time? life? When I hold everything in my two palms, I would have no more hands to grasp what the most important stuff in my life. Release first, then get something really good. Anyway, I will never "wish" I can make good and right decisions, but i will try to do them first to amke sure they are right or not.... :)

How come here are som many intersections?!

quoted from:pencilsatdawn.wordpress.com/.../29/intersection/
Every time, every time I made some specific decision, then at least one more attractive item is going to appeal to influence my mind immediately. Probably it is a similiar situation for every body when there is a significant dicision be made up. It is! You can eat an apple and orange at the same time. You can watch TV and read some articles in the meantime perhaps. You can be playing basketball while you are thinking about your girlfriends. BUT, in some specific moment, you can have only one choice, only one. Such as when we are driving, we can choose high way to be faster to arrive ar the destination. Or it is a good decision to pass the ways in countryside to enjoy the scenery during a boring process of driving. However, it doesn't matter what way you choose in the beginning, but it is important to make a last decision while you are close to your destination enough. There are many many intersections on the way to your goal. And then it is necessary to make up your mind in this significant moment when the journey is approached to the end. Be honestly, it is so hard to make it for me. I am used to have more than two plans. If the best one, plan A, does not work, I still have plan B (maybe it is for reducing my feeling of disappointment and depression. There is nothing can be assure before you offer your whole energy to achieve the goal. Fortuantely, it can be ensure that the rate to be successful can be raised if the effort is enough or more. I think that spending 35 years on making up one's mind is an pretty expensive investment. Let me yield a positive result with all my strength. Let's see. :))

Leave or stay

no surprised. My mind changed again. I hate the noise and sick smell in the factory, but I like these people who treat me as their foreign friend and work around me everyday. Leave or stay? I have an unobvious aim, there where is not far away and maybe it is really close. The biggest problem in my life is I don't know what I do want to do or achieve. However, I try my best to make it clear and specific. Time always playes the most important rule in significant events. Just few minutes ago, my best friend asked me to go back to Taiwan to open "OUR" business sincerely, as soon as possible. I am excited about it very much. EVen now. My answer is "YES" for sure. See, few seconds previously, I am anxious about where I should stay to develop a new career. And now, I am thinking how to leave asap and to grasp the chance which comes suddenly tightly. Anyway, I am happy to meet this situation at this moment. It is hard to sleep well this night. Of course, it is not about negative stuff. It is all about my dear friends and our new business. Ya!!

English

I do wish I can go to Canada to improve my English again. Here is the place where includes not only my strange thoughts, but my poor English. lol. I have no idea how poor my English is now; however, I am still enjoy writing something in English. Maybe it is an enjoyment for me to write, and it is going to depress my English teacher gradually. Please accept my sincere apology. I love English still. If there is one more chance, please let me be a foreign student to study English abroad again. Moreover, it will be wonderful to be Patricia's student one more time. Words are such a cool and unflexible media to describe everything. I am in Malaysia now. Here I can speak Chinese, Taiwanese, Malay, and English. Still English is the most popular language to be used in eating, shopping, and dealing with most stuff. I am keeping reading some novels and articles all the time. Well, I wonder if my English can become better after I finish these books. The rules of English are just in every sentence and every chapter. It is like I am doing an experiment to make sure whether it is a good way (or maybe a short cut) to improve any kinds of languages. Anyway, let me get some money first, then spend it overall later. :))

I just wanna write something down

It is all the same. It takes time to make new friends, especially foreigners and people who think about you with negative emotion in the beginning. Also, it takes time to adapt new situations, especially there are different languages and concepts in it. Gratually, I found that different language is not such an important element in daily life or communication. Body language is a international language definitely. Smile is also the best way to say hello to strangers without words. I love the way that Malay show to new friends. They smile suddenly from cool facial expression when they find you are looking at them. haha. Slowly, suddenly, but freidnly. The reason is not clear, but I always felt their smiles were come from their hearts. Sincerely. If I smile at somebody in my hometown, they will think I am a crazy guy or somebody who wants to take advantage from them. I am really enjoy about the way to meet people even though it made me tired sometimes. Someone has said that you will comprehend culture shock after you stay at an new country more than 6 months. Well i think it is an average,not for everyone. I got the shock strongly recently. It is fortunate that I am mature enough to figure out the major stuff. Good articles are also the effective nutrition to enrich my spirit and thought.