Diane Arbus

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Recently, I was unusual to study some boods which I would never have interests in before. I was excited about it, but also worried too. Diane Arbus, a female photographer, suicided to end her life. I learned that most famous or strange and famous people had different childhood, or choosed defferent life unconsciously or consciously. I am afraid that I have the ability to make the same decision, but i doubt I am ready to take the result. However, it shocked me strongly. That book which named as Diane Arbus's biography was written by a reporter who collected a lot of details except Diane Arbus's family members. I read it hardly because of my poor English, of course. haha. Well, it indeed is a heavy and thick book too. Due to my poor English, I skipped the main part in the book, and focused on what she had done when she was alive. She took many many pictures which come from deep inside of her. I felt I was looking for a spirit that she had to achieve what she desired always without fear. There are only few days I can stay in the world. So are you and others. Is what I am supposed to do what I have done? I am sad and shame about that I have to say "No". Time is passing and life is still on my hands. Be brave to Do it.