It's all about LoVe

quoted from:www.links2love.com/lyrics_faith_hill_will_be_...
Tonight I watched a comedy,"Sorry if I love you" after I finished a busy and noisy work day. It is a simple movie although the language they used, Italian, is not so simple to me. :) There were many many beautiful words and sentences which were quoted from several famous poems revealed in interesting chapters and scenes. They are all about LOVE. However, it is not always good stuff around love. When you lose you love, it is painful. When love leaves you to another person, it is unstandable. I only remember one sentence. It said as,"Love can make you feel pain, but it also can let you forget about pain." How a amazing and fabulous poem! With the amount of tremendous musics penetrating the whole film, these words seemed as they were dancing. Turning round and round. If I have learned some Italian, it will be perfect. This is a luxurious Monday night. :))

Moon Festival

quoted from:fireflyforest.net/firefly/2006/11/17/moon-haiku/
I am living in the life what you had ever lived in for a long long time. I am feeling what you were feeling long long time ago. Ever I felt miserable about your life. Today I understand you more than ever. We are close now. So close. While you were eating dinner alone, I was roasting foods with relatives. When you went to bed earlier, I was still drinking and eating a lot as a starving animal. I do remember I have said happy moon festival to you, but I also remember I have never shared the day with you year after year. I don't know why I want to live as you recently. To payback? Maybe. To make myself feel better? Maybe. Wearing your shoes then I can know how you loved us. Living in your ever life then I can remember how you loved us. Everytime I look at your picture, I miss you. Even though I know you are with us always. You are generous and gentle. I am not sure if I ever wrote any articles about you. If no, I hope you would love this one. I miss that day we drunk some wine together in Chinese New year. Although it is only one time. I am glad I did that. Because of you, I am here. I am I. I know it is late. Maybe you will never know how I miss you and love you. I remember that tear you showed me. You have never cried in front of me. So I knew you missed us and you wished you could stay with us longer. I told you I would not let you worry about the family you built. I told you I like the house you bought. It was true. I told you I am appreciated everything you gave us. That was true. I forgot to tell you please stay with us until I get married and your grandchildren come in the world. I don't know the rules about live and death, but I rather believe you are in a better world. If it is real that there is a circle between live and death, I wish you will have a happy new life. You are worth to have it. Thank you and take care. Happy Moon Festival.

A hot afternoon and it is really hot.

quoted from":thatgirl2007.blogspot.com/
It is interesting that this question came out again, and what the important point is the answer is different now. Is it correct that we should do what exactly we have to do? Or, it will be correct to do what we want to do. The answer I choosed was to do what we should do because it makes sense and it is supposed to be the better way to live in the world. However, it has brought the peace to my life, but it makes me confused now. What I had done for a ling time was what I thought I should do, even it was against my characters. Recently, I was in a particular situation. In an office where I have to deal with my stuff individually and I have to deal with my co-workers. Human being is the most difficult project to be coped with. It is obvious that co-workers should trust each other, but usually they are not worth to be trusted. However, the only way can test whom could be trusted is to trust him/her first first, then he/her will show you if he/her is worth to be treated in this way. In future, I became angry and exhausted because there was no one worth to be a friend. What a hell these people are!? Look, all of what people lost were what they gave up themself. Anyway, it seems to be great to do whatever I wanna do. At least, I will feel happy.

One bottle of water + a book

quoted from:www.trafford.com/05-1326
It was a warm and windy Sunday. It was really good to enjoy reading outside with some snakes and drinks. There was a huge park in the middle of Taipei city, where was the the backyard of all Taipei citizens. I was there this afternoon. Life can be so simple. A bottle of water and a book gave me a rich time in a normal Sunday. I was thinking while I was reading. I was drinking some water while I am watching people shared time with their families. When the environment was quiet, it was so mazingfor me to think of something. It was not really quiet, but an environment with voice which is individual and unrelated to me. Better than without neither noise nor sound. I was thinking about the temporary job I was doing, the future job in Malaysia I am going to do, and love. lol. The feeling was charming, and I wished that moment could be released longer. I did have a good time this afternoon. Just with some water and a book. Wore a shirt and a short pants. I won't say that feeling is the best one, but it was the best moment I had recently. Is that right that poeple all in the same situation which they want to be satisfied, but eager for more and more stuff at the same time. Life is simple, which is according to human's heart.

Could I grasp it when the chance comes so suddenly?

quoted from: pravstalk.com/category/winning/
I know I am not normal, but how come, either my life. :\ It is the rule. When I met a woman who I was interested in, there were more women appeared at the same time. When I thought I just got a not bad job, there were more chances for me to choose. Is it also happened in other people's lives? I am proud of my unusual situations. :)
Ever, I was frustrated to make these kind of decisions. Unconsciously, it became one of my interesting practices gradually. Malaysia or Taiwan? Higher salary or lower one? A comfortable life or a worse one? Single or surrounded by friends? Known or unknown? When I am getting older, I can feel I am smarter and my mind becomes firm but flexible more and more. I almost can predict this is the last time for me to cry out what choice I should make. The more I ask people's opinions and people give me their consideration actively, the more I feel I knew the answer already from long time ago. Nothing is perfect, but the thing I accept will be, for me. :))

when the number became 32 to 34

This picture is quoted from: www.trueu.org/careerservices/A000000616.cfm

Time is passing without taking a rest. Sometimes it is interesting to rethink the past life in a casual time. At that moment, maybe it seemed impossible to go through the barrier; however, everything is going well still after 2 years. Two years ago, I watched TV all the time when I was out of work. I spent all the time with my lovely girlfriend on enjoying our wonderful lives. Work for me was just a way to get money without difficulties. EVerything could not be better. Now, two years passed away, I "suddenly" don't need to watch TV to consume my casual time. Nobody can take part in my life but completely myself. A job to me is such hard to be obtained, and it becomes a method to discover and accomplish my dreams for me. Something change a lot, but something is still the same. I am still me, but purer. Just 2 years. It makes a normal person translate to a better man. It is ridiculous that I felt so surprised because of living without watching TV. If you are as passionate as me on watching TV, you will understand what I am talking about. lol. This afternoon, I got an idiom which is famous and easy to be comprehended, but it is so difficult to be enforced. "No day but today". Share with all of my friends. P.S. Another one is "Later better than never". Oh! How can I only remember this one clearly all the time. :)

Little Angel

During my three days and two nights diving courses, fortunately I had a nice company which is an interesting family . It composed by an Australian husband, Nick, a Taiwanese wife (I don't know her name, even we have spent three days togehter)and a lovely little mixed-blood girl, Ario. This was my first time to excess a single trip. The feeling was weird and lonely. The courses were starting at an end of typhoon vacation, so there were fewer divers or tourists in KenDing. However, it was good for me to focus on my lessons. Back to that interesting family, they are all younger than me, and they are familiar with this situation because the husband was interested in diving very much. So even the diving instructors knew this family very well. I have to acknowledge that I did have good time in those three days because of the exciting period of time in diving and the lovely girl, Ario. She is 4 years old and the major language she used was Chinese. When she smiled to me, it looked like an angel who was standing in front of me, and she treated me as her friend, a close friend. She chatted with me, made some excises and games to have fun with me, invited me to have meals with her, and holded my hand to take a walk after dinner. I think she is shorter than 120 cm. Please try to imagine the scene she strengthed to extend her skinny arm to hold my hand and to match my height. At one lunch time, I went back from diving exhaustedly. I found she was eating her lunch alone and she yelled at me to have a lunch with her from fifty meters far away. How could I refuse to accept her invitation? Fromthe first day we met, she alwayse treat me as a person who she knew when she born. Maybe she was lonely too, or maybe her parents are not so close with her. I don't know. Nevertheless, I believe there are no adults who can treat other people like this. Without fear and irritation. Is she not afraid to be refused? No, I don't think so. Does she not know that there are bad guys around the world? No, maybe she is too young to understand the methods that adults are used to choose. She wanted to go to my room to keep our conversation, but I asked her to go back to stayed with her parents and warned that maybe I was a bad guy. I was not sure that should I explore the imperfect world to her so early. When I told her that maybe I was a bad guy, she told me immediately that I am a good person. The last day I had to leave, I told her it was time for me to go home while she was taking a dog to walk. She looked at me and told me come back tomorrow with a little sadness in her face and eyes. Then I left quietly when she paid attention on a cute puppy. Previously, my friends asked me if I wanna have a baby or babys, I said no. Now, I will say that I wanna a baby and it will be better to have a girl. :)) I will miss you, Ario. Oh, by the way, she can be a terrific photographer, she got talent.