No way

I won't escape from the feeling. I take it sinerely. I am sorry. If you willing to forgive me, I will thank god we are still freind. If not, I can take it and i will treat like my friend still. I did too many stupid and regrattable things and decisions. I don't want to be afraid to be myself. Sorry about my unperfect personality if I hurt you so hard. I will love myself more and more. Then i can start to love others, from my heart. I love you. I wish I have never hurted you. Please accept this feeling and remember the pain, Brian. make it better and wonderful in the future. It is pity to lose friends in this way but it happened all the time. I have to go now. Thank myself to wake up to be the real one. bear the pressure and take it. Enjoy it.